Round the maze of oblivion(bliss)

Seems like eternity is here 2 stay...m wonderin wht r u supposed 2 do when u try 2 build a fortress around u n sumbody comes n loosens up da base of dat fortress...well was questioned regarding ma attitude... 4 da 1st time will say sumthin here by elaboratin...

You came out of nowhere..
Even then u were confused bout us..
But I accepted it da way it was..
I gave heart n soul mind n body
Everythin that was I

Well was I to know one day will come when u would say
Variety is the spice of life, I jus want you 2 kno
Let me please go.

I cried, I fought
I did everything in my power i thought
Then came a day I let you go
Pulled myself back from that life called "you"
Started building a life called "me"

Well then you came to say
U neva hav the time,you are too busy
But you never saw tht when i needed time
You were too busy

You asked me why I say what I say
But you only taught me those hard facts of life
That loving so much that u give more than u can
Mistake as it is, the bigger being
Not letting them know what u gave

Well now I'm dead inside
Not a feeling lies there
I care I worry but the ability
To love people has been stolen

I smile I laugh but all that
Is to fill a bigger void than what you left
The one i created to fill da one you left
Where nothing can come.

Even tears are afraid to grace their prescence
But even now I tell you this
Love whom you may
Never take them for granted one day

Take care with their heart
Lest u leave a space which will be packed
But by hollowing of another in its place
Cos nothing is for free in this world
To get some you give some.

That's bout all i can say on this topic n da fact dat i learnt da hard facts soon enough n that its ok 2 love but not ok to expect from that love...its this love which has put us all in whirl of insomnia...tossing and turning even after i guess we reach our graves....its this love which is the cause of pain so I uprooted it from its very base n today when u ask me do i feel ne attachment all i can say is i don't know n wish that i did not cos this life is about me where you cant balance the scales of justice n i can't live without those.....i'm sure u kno i always wanna balance da extremes...so once again i choose da extreme of blanking out maybe a day will come when i will go balance this one with sumbody till then this is me...how i want to be.Cos its me and my beliefs. I had once said my love is for you my tears are for you my smile is the only one for evryone........but today i say my love is for none my tears are for none my smile is the only thing
for everyone....

So I go round the maze of oblivion(bliss)....where nothing comes or goes cos its oblivion.