hey its b'day time...m gona turn 18 in a few days...but 4 da 1st time don feel like it...don want it 2 come wanna stop in time n freeze....18...m jus scared of it...ppl go crazy tht finally ur 18...but for me its a transitin of sorts..i kno life will go on it will not change drastically jus cos i turned 18 but in ma mind its i finally turn adult...don wanna...wanna stay 17..its jus 2 big...as a kid i waited n waited 4 dis day..thought when im eighteen i would be sure of maself confident n not.. i repeat not confused...hell yeah i'm confused...don feel 18 i feel 5 but there are times i even feel 35...n times i feel ma age 2 (rarely)...ppl r like celebrate but i seem 2 be mourning it...various reasons...one bein ma studies..da oder da day was 2 be significant in more than1 way...n am jus 2 confused who mater so much tht i ewanna share this transition with...da transition of turning into a butterfly frm a catterpillar9atleast metaphorically)....dis feelin is wierd....dis age is wierd...not at all da way i thought it would be...an adult n yet need permission for a cuppa coffee wid frnds...can't stay late 4 work...feel helpless at times...well tht's me turnin 18!!!
let me jus end sayin...Why god why...why u doin dis 2 us.(credits to joey frm frnds)
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hey chill pal...life is as u very rightly stated..exactly da same as it was when u were 17..nothin changes..except for 1 feeling that u start feeling a bbit grown up coz u feel this stupid thing that am an adult now...i have turned 18..amd u tend to behave in a more mature manner and u have now grown up!!!..lol..maybe we wouldnt have even thught about it if we were to kno that turning adult is at 21..but yeah..we and our brain..always...these weird thoughts...
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