I wondered n wondered what should i write about...several times in da past fortnight i felt like cumin here but sumthin stopped me.
We got da consolation prize in a convention for our b-plan as da most novel idea...yipee!!!
M gonna take part in talaash yipeee again....finally will dance on stage(phew)
Da good news end there....n now da bombshell dat dropped on me last week...
Ma guy friends luk at me like a guy(not a tomboy) a guy!!!!According 2 em i'm a guy stuck in ma body...of all da impossible things they cud tell me they temme this.I was flabbergasted appalled shocked n shut into silence.I didn't kno what 2 say...for da next few days i kinda was in ma shell i dunno iff many noticed cos i like 2 stay happy n chirpy in coll...hell everybody has sum shit or da oder no pt in me addin 2 it....but tht yet goes round in ma head n i don't believe maself but hav tild a few chick frnds 2 actually lemme kno when i'm actin like a guy(thankfully till now they haven't noticed a single thing)....tht got me wonderin wt do they mean like a guy... is it cos i don't hesitate to talk about subjects which r considered a taboo 4 girls or cos i abuse openly(well only certain ones) or cos i don't waste 2 much time on frills and m not fussy about things cept food or cause i laugh openely at da double meaning jokes n catch onto em...i wondered n wondered for hours n decided ma frnd shud really get it frm me for sayin this shit but yet when he calls i don show a thing...m wonderin da day i will wt its gonna be like...in fact its a mystery 2 me f he's blind or sumthin..i agree m not da gurly girl but hell a guy...????@#$#@$
Went to da versova beach...tht place is so beautiful...da sea always is...but da fun of goin there wid frnds is completely different m thinkin will go there alone 1 day that is after i rememba ma way bac(hehehe) but there is this chasm in me which i try 2 fill in every possible way but i kno that it's not possible cos that chasm is loneliness...alone in a crowd...a hundred things 2 do yet feelin inactive...surrounded by friends n havin fun goin out yet dat feelin of missin sumthin vital...well maybe it's cos i miss a special sum1...
Someone
You can't eat, you can't sleep, you can weep
When you love someone
Feels extreme when you dream and you scream
When you love someone
If you feel that strong
Can you see that one
[Chorus:]
Let me be yours
Someone to hold you tight
Someone to make you feel alright
Everyday and night
I wish I was your someone
Someone to hold you when you're weak
Someone to make you feel complete
Everyday and night
I wish I was your someone
Don't you know I will go
If you show that I can break through
It feels extreme when you dream and you scream
When you love someone
If you feel that strong
Can you see you're the one
[Chorus][x2]
And I hold you tight
Still on my mind
I can't stand to live without you
And I can't forget you
where ever you are
Still on my mind
[Chorus][x3]
Someone to hold you tight
Someone to make you feel alright
Everday and night
I wish I was your someone Someone lyrics
You can't eat, you can't sleep, you can weep
When you love someone
Feels extreme when you dream and you scream
When you love someone
If you feel that strong
Can you see that one
[Chorus:]
Let me be yours
Someone to hold you tight
Someone to make you feel alright
Everyday and night
I wish I was your someone
Someone to hold you when you're weak
Someone to make you feel complete
Everyday and night
I wish I was your someone
Don't you know I will go
If you show that I can break through
It feels extreme when you dream and you scream
When you love someone
If you feel that strong
Can you see you're the one
[Chorus][x2]
And I hold you tight
Still on my mind
I can't stand to live without you
And I can't forget you
where ever you are
Still on my mind
[Chorus][x3]
Someone to hold you tight
Someone to make you feel alright
Everday and night
I wish I was your someone
This is a song by DHT and one o ma current favourites.
Wonder when sum1 will sing this song 4 me...cos it seems like there isn't ne1 there if there is why doesn't he cum n say so...
My wait continues
In all ma loneliness
In all da guyishness
In all da girliness
In all those chirpings n crazy talks
In all da doubts within
In all that is me
When u'll join me on da beach
To see the sun set
To hold ma hand as another day of life is passed
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3 comments:
loadsaa stuff packed in one post! huh!
congratulations for all those achievements achieved and those yet to be achieved....inshallah!
oh dance,house and trance... do listen to some of their singles like alone, depressed, uninvited and listen to ur heart (and there are voices tht want 2 b heard so much to mention but you cant find the words)
and yeah on the gender bender stuff...lady its for u to decide hw to handle the freak :)
take care
god bless!
heyyy...
sumwhr i connect so much wid everythin u write dat i can go on and on wid my comments..!
sumwhr afta goin thru stupid messy shyt myself ive finally reachd my conclusion dat every1 has 2 move wid time..nothin goes d way u wan it 2..n wut u wan d most rarely is urz til d end..
y expect wen derz more possibility o gettin hurt?
y wan things dat give sadness in d end?
d sun wil set 1 day wid dat guy beside u who is d best fa u..
but wait til u find the ryte date cuz only he ll mak d lovely pic o d sun settin on a beach as beautiful as ud wan it to be..
hope u find all d love in d world..
take care :)
yo life on a freeway-hey thanks pray that we win da tamaasha n all da oder events in talaash!!!
will listen to those songs once all ma practices are over.
da gender bender thing turned out to be da usual case-interpretation diff from wht was actuall said so sorted out-life's goin gr8 oderwise.
Tc.
To Aditi-hey will wait for da right guy cos am learnin to be patient nowadays(chuckling) till then life's got 2 many things to capture ma attention.Thanks for hopin i get all da love in da world hope it works dat way 4 u 2.
Tc.
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