Longing

A lot of unsaid words I wish I could say....But I kno der is no reason cos things will go worse or yet stay dis way.....My dilemma is such dat its eating my heart away..... An uneasiness which I too can;t understand...i thought I was past it it.... But it doesn't seem so...An ache thudding dull in my heart...Holding onto an illusion despite knowing it was jus dat....Wishing by da stars and the moon... Knowing u can't return wht i give i still give.... I still hope... Knowing wht was had has also been compromised... Tht hurts da most..... I asked da questions.... Albeit not in da perfect situation.... I am still waiting for the answers....

................Longing............