Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Longing

A lot of unsaid words I wish I could say....But I kno der is no reason cos things will go worse or yet stay dis way.....My dilemma is such dat its eating my heart away..... An uneasiness which I too can;t understand...i thought I was past it it.... But it doesn't seem so...An ache thudding dull in my heart...Holding onto an illusion despite knowing it was jus dat....Wishing by da stars and the moon... Knowing u can't return wht i give i still give.... I still hope... Knowing wht was had has also been compromised... Tht hurts da most..... I asked da questions.... Albeit not in da perfect situation.... I am still waiting for the answers....

................Longing............

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Stabbed....

This one after long and unfortunately filled with a lot of anger and indignation....yeah I am stabbed by a friend....we had numerous misunderstandings and fights.....I abused her when drunk.....cried becuase i misunderstood her.....and thought its ok cos our friendship finally was resolved.....but woe begone it was never meant 2 be dat way..... She did somethin dat made a public joke outta me....to cheer up every1 but what about me!!!! She said things which cant be mentioned here which skewered ma heart .... I asked a simple question n she thought I cursed her...lol(ironically)....Damn u woman...I wish I had da heart 2 curse u...But ya u stabbed me in da back...N dis time when I'm drunk I'll jus have no words 4 u.....Cos dis time when I'm drunk I'll jus say I have nothing 2 say.....Cos dis time when ppl talk about u ....I'll keep silent....Cos dis time ma frnd....U disrespected ma tears.....

I art the fool to think treasures can be found in friends...