Swinging...n beyond

Goin thru a gamut of emotions...a typical day involves like a hundred mood swings...n all extremes...wonder y cos am not da ony one.

Was talkin 2 a friend who said....Sal what's wrong wid u? U used 2 babble so much now y do u go so quiet?...Well I said maybe cos I neva showed ma silent side b4 n he was like u betta off talkin..n all I could say was Go to hell...was 'snarling' as he put it at him after that...well maybe I guess ppl truly don't understand that silence is a gift I give to those who matter......

I can feel this anger and frustration building up in me and I know not y those feelings are there cos I kno they shudn't...there is dat lost person....wonder y but da song lips of an angel always pull at me n so does unfaithful...is it a paradox of sorts 2 ma beliefs that draws me 2 it....is it dat love in bein unfaithful shines thru...da grim fact is it always pulls at me...
M losin ma patience with a certain thing n ma long lost cuz came outta da blue n kinda calmed me down...wonder if it was a cosmic connection or wat...dat he met me online dat very day...absurdly we were spillin our life stories 2 each oder n we neva did tht really as kids...

Heard dis amazin song Into Dust...4 da 1st time loved a song I heard ova daphone...in fact so much that gotinspired 2 write these....

They walked hand in hand,
Stealing glances at each other.
A blush colouring her cheeks,
As her eyelid fluttered,
Her heart beat skipping a slight beat,
Magic in the air,
The sizzle and chemistry all but crackling,
The midnight bayou casting a golden glow on them,
They walked hand in hand,
Stealing glances at each other.

Well da second time I heard it these came to ma mind

The strings of my heart sing this for you,
As I walk with you on this journey.
My soul it is I give to you,
As we live in this story.