finally starting.....

hey.......i finally got down to blogging........but i dunno where to start from there are like a hundred things 2 say.............

neways i got up 2 day as usual in a mixed mood i know u'll be like how can that be but yeah thats me.......mixed up.............am at da moment jus confused as to what da fuck am i doin wid ma life......wastin time thinkin bout S1...........but am tryin 2 keep da promise i kept to one o ma frnds lets call him S3 n am kinda successful.....n coll is jus sad cos there's as usual politics n shit not like i din expect it but yeah it still kinda sux...n da day is jus started so nuthin much on da day but m kinda bugged cos am feelin alil aimless dunno wht 2 write but i guess wanna share dis poem

Lonely As I Am

Lonely as I am,

Tired as I am,

None could ever be.



Probably am I destined,

To this void inside me,

This emptiness is now my only hope,

The only thing that I ever will trust.



Now I know fortunate or not

This is all I, that is mine

None other than this can ever be.



Lord, how cruel could you be,

To have dared to fill this void

With light so bright, and

Underneath lay hidden the fires might,

How cruel could you be,

To steal the only mine.



Thus I say, protect what is yours

Because cruel as he is,

Like a mirage,Will vanish it away.

Thus I say……

Thus I say……





its somethin i wrote ages ago but sumthin that i believe is true.............i cant really write more write now got to go but am workin with da attitude tht each day is new with sumthin new up its sleeve.......so lemme c wts 2day got 4 me...........