Awakening

Its jus a feeling but if I hold onto it maybe it will work! Jus have to beat myself at not leavin it halfway. build on it till it becomes bigger than me and that day will I smile in joy and happiness cos dat day I will have proven 2 maself, Dat day will I have won truly cos it is urself that is the biggest competitor, ur biggest obstacle and when u win over urself is da day u must rejoice cos everyone else is an illusion to distract u from the real victory! It will happen no matter what ,n a small battle won is dat ma dreams are BACK again, i feel maself out of ma slumber, out of hibernation, likeim on theverge of sumin n before it dies out i grab it n unlock ma passion again! For thisit is not me alone who did it, it ws life, it was the good and the bad but it also was two of themost amazing friends who were there at the right moment because they're always there ifineed to reach out, both of whom in two days made me realize in their own ways, i wont say more for fear of jinxing it!

I pray and fortify and dream and believe tht I will find it , i will be it, and I will never say I wish at ma last breath!