335 days later

A post written long ago.....forgotten in my hectic life.....

A year later actually even felt like cumin here... its 2 00 am in da morn... n am wonderin abt everythin amidst nearly half a dozen ppl talkin and chatting...jus got done givin free of charge heavy duty counselling... hate it... headache's already settling in... a picnic tomorrow which am not very keen on... n wonderin how some mistakes can neva be reversed... some scars that can neva be understood... some relationships so interwined and complicated... how often ur own mistakes are paid for by others... and i wonder so will i make these mistakes too... will i be a reflection of this too... a carrier of a tradition so redundant and not warranted... someone stuck in da web I detest an despise but a vison which scares da living daylights outta me..

I'm feeling faithless

Cunning disguised in innocence

A child who i pray changes

an adolscent with low self esteem

A person who is selflessly selfish

A man who quietly rages inside

The patience showing in frequent outbursts of anger

A dysfunctional family not in the traditional manner

I see two beautiful kids on their way to destruction not because they had an alcholic in da family or a broken marriage but because they were raised such that they couldn't help have those qualities... my dears i wholeheartedlywish u'll both find a bright future...

so is it true that we need to educate parents on parenting before we educate da kids to face da world? I strongly feel that way..because even before da kid enters school... da kid has its own learning ground... his parents...his family... their base and core is usually formed dependant on them..to put it more tehnically :

the parents are the variables who when altered can change the final outcome...