I WILL...

"Our attitude towards da girl and da guy is different."
"We are not tht forward."
Well I wanna kno jus cos I am a girl am i to be denied da opportunities dat cum ma way. do i not hav da right to dream big? Can't I live life on ma terms? Is is so necessary for me to get married? Won't I be able to exist w/o a man in ma life? Is ma universe to be controlled within da spheres of dis city?

Well I too hav dreams and hopes of ma own. I hav opportunities and da ability to fulfill them. I hav a vision of wht ma life shud be. I don;'t agree to bein da traditional girl nor to dat fact dat my life will be ruled by da fact dat ultimately i goota get married. Maybe I don't see da need. Maybe I believe in a live-in relationship. Maybe I want to roam da world not as a tourist but as ma home. Maybe mom n dad I think different. I hav resolved silently that I will follow no path but mine. I will beat all odds to find every opportunity. I will live like a fighter. I WILL dream without any limitations and do everythin within ma power to fulfill them.

P.S Any ideas on how to get ma parents to lemme go 4 summer school and ya do ma MBA abroad???

....alone

Ma frnds are walkin around da quad...ppl waitin 4 me bac at home...loads o work dat is 2 be done but yet i wish to sit alone...
I thought to blog 2day n m here but it seems like I dunno wat 2 blog about so let me jus ask

Y do I get scared to trust?
Y did I let things go so sour?
Y am i so restless inside?
Is that wht i truly feel?
Y hav words become my enemies?
Y am I putting myself through no peace?
Y do I wanna do everything?
Y is this thirst to prove myself so much?
Y can't I jus take a step back?
Y am I feelin so lonely?
Y did I try to revisit my past?
Y did I want tht freindship bac?
Y da irony of speakin to every1 yet on an island of seclusion?
Y those long convos with her on y love always deludes us?
Y wonder if he does exist or not?
Y so many y's?
Y this emptiness?

dunno wt but all o us agree we do not want 2 think bout havin dat spl sum1 but in the end dat dream has taken birth in our hearts...being da girls we are....we will continue to nurture it

While I watch the sunset
For thee do I wait
Love of my life
To lay by your side
Till the sunset of our life.

Still searchin 4 u....