Deafening Silences

Silence.........quintissential in itself!!!!

Silence.....da various roles it plays in our lives.
To many its scary ,to many its jus a way 2 fill gaps but 2 many its peace....to me its all of da above n da most beautiful thing eva.

Its scary when i'm in a library
Its a way 2 fill gaps when u r havin a stiltd conversation...even 2 think up wht u wanna say or jus don kno wht 2 say
Its peace when im sick of all da commotion around n find those few precious moments of silence where I take a breath........peace when im left alone 2 myself 2 dream ma dreams.

But its da most beautiful when shared with those who understand it n can be a part of it comfortably.Its with those who matter da most.Where words are not required.Jus being there n with da silence is da most beautiful thing.Its universal.

Sitting on da seaside laying in ur arms where da only sound is da sound of silence.Da only proclaimer of love is dat silence.Silence the language used where words are not enuf.Content to be with each other in our silence.Those moments where i am with u da most.The gift of silence shared by us is da most beautiful thing.
(wonder when u'll come till then me n ma silence will wait 4 u)



Shhhhhhhh........

Moving On

This question has crossed my mind a hundred times over......how does some1 move on....how can u?Were those feelings so shallow......I can't say i've found da answer but maybe am getting to know what dis moving on is...

Moving on is when the pain slowly starts dulling
When it is residing in some lonesome corner of ur heart forgotten
Moving on da word itself says that u jus go on from there not erase it
It is that process which rips your heart out n shreds it to peices jus so that u can tape it 2gether
It never promised 2 be easy...it neva promised 2 be quick...nor that the pain won't come to haunt u back
It promised to leave scars....it promised to bring tears....it promised that when u do move on someday when ur drunk n talkin emotional it will be there

Movin on simply means u let life take over for sometime until u'r busy enough 2 not really remember anythin n 1 day 'pronto' u realise that it's ok....someday somethin new will come along n u'll have memories fights all of that
It gives u da licence to bitch about tht person;-)
To have tons of chocolate n ice creams with ur gal pals n abuse da entire species of men(rather b......ds)....sry guys but that's what i meant by licence...this one's for all u heartbroken gals....use this an excuse to go girly(ewww normally 4 me) n pamper urself...luk da best u eva have....if nuthin dat s.o.b will kno wht he lost....

It means a lot of downs so lets luk 4 da ups ....go hav ballistic fun join new activities....catch up on all da things u hven't done...read da buks which u have wanted 2 read but neva had time...see all da movies hittin da theatres....all in da name of movin on....

Movin on we can say is tht u cherish wht u had hurt how much u want to n take a new lease of life....u let those feelings go away...sound funny i kno but time is da best teacher(trust me)

There will be times when u would be like its 2 much to do i'd rather stay wallowing in this pit of despair n self pity feelin dat sense of loss....u would probably survive but would not LIVE....

It has no guarantee no warranty but it lets u kno ur walkin forward on dis road called life...dis was not da only thing(it may have been a defining pt) but there are many more experiences waitin 4 u....

This ain't published in any buk....its jus all that a girl at 18 learnt from life n is still learnin cos dis is wht movin on is doin 2 her.

*dis one's for some1 who had asked me how....hope u found sumthin here

*Yipeee ma 1st blog frm ma own laptop.....finally!!!